I'm sorry that I didn't respond to all of your messages, I've just been a little overwhelmed this week. I did read all of them and I truly appreciate each and every one of you who took the time to comment, they all meant something to me.
I don't have a long post because it's been a bit of an emotional day, but after pushing Mr. Attorney Man off for much longer than I should have, I decided literally an hour ago that I am going to go to court tomorrow morning for the Order Of Protection.
I'm not sure if it's the right decision or not, I can't even promise that I'll go in once I get there, but I'm going to try.
I'm kind of a mess right now so I'm just going to climb into bed and hope that tomorrow goes quickly.
Thank you for all your support.
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Praying all goes well for you and hoping you can get some needed sleep ,will be thinking of you :)
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Been there and have gotten many on oop for others. It's scary though worth it. Chin up, you got this.
ReplyDeleteHow did you do at your hearings? I feel like I'm a professional court room failure lol!
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Sending lots of positive thoughts your way!
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DeleteStand tall. Remember who you are and why you matter. You're strong. You're Eden STRONG!
ReplyDeleteBe strong. Well, crap.... That's easier said than done. And so cliche. Geez, that's all I got.
ReplyDeleteGood luck, you can do this!! Deep breaths!!
ReplyDeletegood luck!
ReplyDeleteThank you!!
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You're doing the right thing. Good luck <3
ReplyDeleteThanks my dear :)
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You are doing the right thing!
ReplyDeleteCan't maybe one of your friends come with you to help you get in?
You are helping so many people I'm sure someone will step up and help you!
Aw thanks :) I thought about it, but I hate letting people see me freak out :( I know, it's my issue. I should work on that...
DeleteHang in there, Eden! You'll survive this just like you've survived all the other court hearings. I know it's terrifying for you, but you keep getting through. Have a pink donut for me this morning! *HUGS*
ReplyDeleteI just found out that the donut place makes any donut you want, the size of a birthday cake. I'm seriously considering sending a pink one to Mr. Attorney Man's office lol
DeleteOh my Word, Eden!!! You're story is very much similar to mine. You are not alone. Trust me on this. God (or whatever higher power there is) is there with you. He sees all, here's all and he is cradling you. We live on prayers. I have two children whom which I had and still do have full custody of. Their father freely signed them over. My past is a mess but as it all unravels, it is amazing to see what beauty has surfaced. Here's what helped me and continues to help me....focus on all your blessing, start with the 5 sences (sight, touch, hear, taste and touch. Pray as much prayers of gratitude as possible. Know you are not alone and can always reach out. I am here for you anytime. I know first hand what you are going through. Positive Prayers sent your way to a beautiful life full of peace, love, happiness and health. May your family be so strong that that is the only family you will ever need. I pray for your immediate (disowned family) to lessen there anger and disable any evil doings. Thank you for sharing your story as I know now that I am not alone. Love yourself as much as you possibly can. No one will love you more. May the angles protect you and your children and keep you safe. Your friend, An~~~
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing your sweet words with me :) I hope that you're story is getting better :)
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Truly massive hugs, Eden! We will all be with you in spirit. Wish it could be more!
ReplyDeleteJust knowing you guys are cheering for me is enough
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You can do this.
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Thanks for your support!!!
DeleteI believe you are going to come out stronger for this
ReplyDeleteYou have a bunch of supporters and people thinking of you, even though we can't be there. This is one of the hardest things to do, and you're at least trying; even if you don't go in, YOU DID YOUR BEST.
ReplyDeleteYou can do it!
ReplyDeleteHow did it go?
ReplyDeleteHope that all went well. Know that you have many people who care and support you.
ReplyDeleteI hope that whatever you chose to do, that it gave you peace.
ReplyDeleteThank you
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When life gives you lemons, make lemonade, aka use them as motivation to push forward. Bad times never last forever.
ReplyDeleteTrue story!
DeleteI didn't want to pressure you into doing this, but it seems like you knew it was the right decision anyway. Hope it goes well, Eden... you can do this!
ReplyDeleteThanks hun :)
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